wrote this for a person who shall remain nameless, but always hold a special place in my heart. This person was one of the very select few that I gave my heart to, but not in a relationship type situation, just the closest a friend can ever be to me. I REALLY REALLY miss him.

Why You??
Your smile reminds me of a naked bottomed cherub,
Dangling his arrow ever so delicately above my head.
Your eyes twinkle that Morse code warning,
But I care not.
I am already in a moribund state, I can't heed those warnings, I can't.
Your fickle nature does not repel me as it should, it only gravitates me further towards you.
You're unkempt, you unnerve me, you're unkind.
But I care not.
You've placed a hold on my dreams and desires for anything other than quenching my thirst for you.
That naked bottomed cherub smile is infectious,
I am diseased with thoughts of you, my stone-cold darling.
It is a terminal illness, but I embrace it.